♥ Saturday, July 11, 2009 6:14 AM
I just read up on the Royal Australian Air Force,looks like they have F/A-18 Hornets as their primary Fighters,but since SOMEONE SAID MY BLOG IS LIKE AN AIRPORT(see my tagboard),I'll change the subject,this once.Other than aircraft,I don't have much to write on.
Okay,this afternoon I went to my aunt's house,i'm supposed to sleep over there tonight,but apparently when I arrived she wasn't there.So,went back home.Oh,yeah.Long time since I played my guitar,I'm gonna have to get myself new strings,probably some other weekend.
Alright,my second post about her.Last time I doubted my interest for her.I thought it was just me,making another rash decision about who I like.So,I forgot about her.It was like,three weeks ago.Then yesterday,I engaged in communications with her.Although very short,yet,it felt,different.I felt as if I didn't want to stop.I wanted to keep going,and going,but her work envied us.We were forced to stop after five lines of conversation.Even right now,I'm still doubting.There seems to be an emotional wall,because,I was dissapointed too many times,until,I didn't want to go through the same thing again.The same dissapointment,the same sadness,the same pain,or maybe,the same,Loneliness.Of course you might be thinking,hey,I've got Rusydi,Fira,Dilip Dick Rose(De'Cruz),how can you say you're lonely?I can tell you from my heart,I don't know.I told Ranjita this,"If I manage to be an RSAF Pilot,I'll fly everyday,get my parents a condominium,and cut connections to the outside world.My life would revolve around my home,my aircraft,and my airbase.No,its not because of my passion for aircraft.Partly.DON'T BE AFRAID I WON'T COMMIT SUICIDE,MY FRIENDS.FYI.I just,don't know why.I'm dissapointed about this,because one of the most important things to me,is purpose.Do something because of something.Believe in something,because of something.Yet,I don't know why I made that statement.Anyway,I'm FAR OFF the subject here.I think I'm too happy for other people more than I am happy for myself.The only people who appreciate my interests for aircraft are my parents and Farah.I mean,if you don't like it,fine.Don't have to criticise my efforts.Maybe reading Wikipedia almost everyday is stupid to you,but not to me.At least I understand what I'm heading for.Not some nitwits who are smart,or stupid,and tells you they want to be a footballer,for example,but only knows how to watch it on TV,and play.and they say that you're crazy because you know too much about planes and want to be a pilot.O.K.,dang,I'm far off-topic.This is the typical things that happen in my English Compositions,seriously.
Back to her.I was browsing through her profile,and when I saw her photos,It appealed to me differently.When I reas the things about her,It was different.I don't know.
